Hello kvod ha rav,
Dear rabbi, I am a Noahide and am deeply troubled and saddened that my mother did not perform Bris Milah on me because she was brainwashed by our Christian family members. Will I be cut off? Am I now Kareth? I’m deeply afraid and saddened by this. I don’t want to be condemned. Sometimes I want to take a razor and do the bris myself because I can’t afford the surgery but back out from cowardice from the pain I will feel from it , I don’t see a way to fix this I am always in fear from this. Please help.